1 memorable year of failing and success, pain and joy in AAJ has ended. Whether we are conscious or not, there’s only another one more year left for us to paint our life in AAJ. It is all depend on us, to make the painting beautiful or the other way. I had read Jimu 先輩(senior)’s note link for us, made me realize how important it is to do well in this 2nd year of studying in AAJ. It’s a vital moment for us to be firm with ourselves, to scarify something for the one and only dream that we all have been longing for, 日本に留学する (studying in Japan).
For this coming semester, I have a lot of plans that insyallah will help me to improve my being as a student, daughter and Muslim. The only way for me to follow these plans is to be stricter to myself. As a human, I have a lot of desire, not a good one I would say. But this desire taught me a lot about life and now, I’m ready to fight over it! I know, people won’t trust my words but this is my promise to myself, not to anyone. And I hope I won’t disappoint myself.
Process to self-betterment, Nabila’s mission
Study constantly
I don’t want to study last minute anymore because I know how painful it is, to rush things. Knowledge is like a boyfriend, I should date with him regularly so that he won’t dump me for being a bad girlfriend. And Exam is like the knowledge’s parents, I have to do well in them, to please them so that our relationship (me + knowledge) will be blessed.
Learn one song
Guitar is my passion. I had so much fun playing it. But seriously, I’m a bad player. More likely, a slow learner. It takes me days to be able to get any song's rhythm. Nevertheless, I won’t give up. I want to be able to play at least one song this year. Let it be a simple song.
Spiritually strong
Can’t find the right word but overall, I really want to improve myself spiritually, be a better muslim. I want to complete 5 prayers a day without any single excuses (like overslept). I want to complete reading Qur’an this year before the big exam. And I want to be more aware of my being, of the way I speak, I act, I think and I see things. Because I know, success won’t come without his bless. To be able to practice Islam in my everyday life surely the most success thing that I will ever do, Insyaallah.
Understanding daughter
Fighting with daddy is enough for me. I know sometimes we fight just for fun. It’s like the spice of the moment. But I had enough to fail him, to make him hurt and to pressure him. I want to be good. To be more understanding of his life. To not argue when I think that he’s wrong. I don’t want to fight anymore. I want to love him the way he loves me. I love you dad.
Time as best friend
As much as i treasure all my friends, i should treat time just like best friends. The one i would walk along with through joys and pains. I don't want to be left behind. I want to be along with it just as much as I want to be with all my girls. Enough said, I want to be punctual.
Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed
is more important than any one thing.
Quote by Abraham Lincoln
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