by the fact that this heart is being trampled again.
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Shouldn’t let
this mess intruding my emotion.
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Though it has been almost a month the Muslims perform their fasting, I’ve never get a chance to wish back to those who had kindly send me messages before Ramadan. I guess it’s better for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya in advance as I’m not sure I’ll be updating this blog in the next few weeks.
Selamat Hari Raya!!!
The AAJ’s 生活(life) is completely a rough road to walk on, it takes a lot of patient and guts to sustain in it. Every 学生 (student) is in the same boat, facing countless obstacles to get themselves up to the grades expected. But there are times we just need a slap on wrist, because most of times we has been showered with wealth and success, a small failure is nothing to be sad about. It’s just a slow call and reminders from god so that we won’t be drown in this 生活(life) which somehow we will forget our responsibility towards him, especially while we are over 勉強します(studying). For those who did not do well in 中間試験 (mid-term exam), please don’t give up and for those who nailed it, don’t forget him who gave you the glory.
Alright folks, that’s it. Got to go. Assalamualikum
Abstinence sows sand all over
The ruddy limbs and flaming hair,
But desire gratified
Plants fruits of life and beauty there.
Quote by William Blake
NowPlaying-Stay by Big Bang
Hey peeps! I've started my physic , chemistry and mathematics classes since last week. And Japanese language class is still going on as usual. My life is practically busy and tiring. Just imagine, i need to attend the classes from 8am to 6 pm with only 1 hour break during lunchtime. So much much of being a university student, right? I bet you guys are enjoying your university life now compared to us, AAJ no gakusei, who have been struggling muscle and bones (too much of exaggeration...) to adapt with AAJ's life.
To be frank, I'm not really enjoying these classes except Japanese class. Every time i went the subject classes, I just can't help myself from being annoyed by the teaching methods. Seriously, i don't understand the lecture at all! I felt like a crap. Am i the only stupid girl in the room who does not understand this, i mean, the lecturers are not talking in alien language, right?
For the sake of the other students and myself, hopefully things will get better soon. Thinking that I'm going to immerse myself in this crappy classes in another 4 months, I really need to build a strong desire to accept this way of teaching without affecting my interest to study in Japan. I'm off folks. Assalamualikum =)
I wish that I have a better courtesy, when dealing with people I barely know. But I can’t help myself from showing my true self. I’m tired of trying to please people, becoming the person they want me to be instead of being myself. I’m deeply sorry to those that I had hurt due to my ignorance of their genuine feeling. I aim to be more carefree and not sensitive upon my being as a university student. I want to be more matured.
Wait…
Darn…why am I being so emotional? Curse me not. I’m stressed. Exam is coming soon. I keep switching on my PC and write this post. What for? Just feel like apologizing and explaining to my family and friends of why i refuse to reply their message or answer their call though i know i spend lesser time with them. I hope they understand my new life in UM. I feel bad and immature.
Anyway...
Guess who else read my blog…Ahhh...those AAJ no Gakusei fellas! Welcome ya’ll. I know you secretly or directly read my blog. Ignore my English mistakes and please do leave a comment even as anonymous. Let me know your existence so that I can catch you in school and give you a big punch on your nose. Nahhh..just kidding. But please do respect my privacy. No gossiping, OK?
I'm off folks. Assalamualikum =)
His mind wandered.
He engaged in long rambling monologues.
Quote by Gitanjali Gutierrez
Now playing - Stand by you by Tohoshinki
Shoot! My English becomes a bit rusty lately. Few weeks in AAJ; learning Kanji, Katakana and Hiragana for 7 hours every weekdays, I think my usage of English has become even lesser.
Anyway, I was having Japanese intensive class last few weeks in UM and it was stressful, hectic weeks ever. Life as AAJ no gakusei (AAJ’s student) is not like what I’ve expected, in fact, it’s beyond my imagination. Never comes to my mind that I would not have any more time to do crappy things like usual; DBSK-ing, blogging, surfing, YM-ing, etc. Well, some of us might have time to do such things, but as a student without any single Japanese basic, I feel insecure among those who are so-called god-damn-good in Japanese. That’s why I play less and work more.Hontoni Gomene (really sorry) to my friends who are kindly messaging me but I would either reply it late or not replying at all.
Speaking about AAJ’s student, I’m glad that I manage to find friends who are as crazy + serious as I am. They’re all cool and open-minded.What i love the most is the craziness and nerdy-ness of Onna (girls) and Otoko(boys) in J-yon class. Our class managed to get first place in both Hiragana and Katatakana Tesuto(test). Everyone worked really hard for it! Unfortunately, starting next week, I'm not going to be in the same class with others in J-yon except on Saturday, as the AAJ's administrator has re-shuffle the classes. Nevertheless, I'm looking forward for my atarashii (new) classmates next week!
Did i tell you that I got JPA scholarship? Should i announce it to the whole world? No, of course not. But I'm in the full of excitement! Can i announce it in my blog? Can i? Can i?
If someone bumps into you and says sorry, does it make u feel better or not? If your friend lies to you for some reasons, and he or she says sorry for their wrong doings, does it break the friendship bond or not? If you need to borrow your sibling’s computer without their knowing, and when they caught your bad act, you plead for their forgiveness, does it help or not?
The point is I don’t get it when some people told me that saying sorry is cheap, meaningless. Sorry is one word that could change anything that is bad into something nearly to good. You get me? No you don’t.
Let’s say you broke up with your boyfriend because he cheats u. When he says sorry to you, I’m sure your relationship will return to normal, either as friend or lover again. Or you might decide to treat him like strangers after he asks for your forgiveness. That seems better than enemy, is it?
"The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears."
~John Vance Cheney~
The quote clearly tells us how this word could turn bad things to normal, erase all the nightmare of doing something wrong. Saying sorry would prevent continuous feeling of hatred, not willing to forgive and so forth. This magic word definitely able to shed one tears and avenge.So, practice yourself everyday by saying Sorry even if it is relates to small and simple things like being late for class, forgetting your own ic number while dealing with officers and so on.
This word will remain meaningful although you said it thousands time because of the same mistakes, as long as you are being sincere. That’s all. I’m off folks. Assalamualaikum.
